DS9

S4E1-2

1713

01:27:49,723 –> 01:27:51,516

Enter.

1714

01:27:53,810 –> 01:27:55,979

I brought your discharge papers.

1715

01:27:55,979 –> 01:27:57,814

I thought you might want

to take a look at them

1716

01:27:57,814 –> 01:27:59,524

before I send them off

to Starfleet.

1717

01:27:59,524 –> 01:28:01,193

Thank you, sir.

1718

01:28:03,278 –> 01:28:07,532

I understand you’re headed

for the Nyberrite Alliance.

1719

01:28:07,532 –> 01:28:08,825

Yes, I leave

1720

01:28:08,825 –> 01:28:10,535

this afternoon.

1721

01:28:11,536 –> 01:28:13,622

For me, it was a job on Earth,

1722

01:28:13,622 –> 01:28:16,959

directing construction

of orbital habitats.

1723

01:28:18,794 –> 01:28:20,796

Why did you change your mind?

1724

01:28:20,796 –> 01:28:22,839

I finally realized

1725

01:28:22,839 –> 01:28:26,927

that it wasn’t Starfleet

I wanted to get away from.

1726

01:28:26,927 –> 01:28:32,724

I was trying to escape the pain

I felt after my wife’s death.

1727

01:28:32,724 –> 01:28:36,352

I thought I could take

the uniform,

1728

01:28:36,352 –> 01:28:40,649

wrap it around that pain,

and toss them both away.

1729

01:28:40,649 –> 01:28:44,153

But it doesn’t work like that.

1730

01:28:44,153 –> 01:28:47,572

Running may help,

for a little while,

1731

01:28:47,572 –> 01:28:51,160

but sooner or later the pain

catches up with you,

1732

01:28:51,160 –> 01:28:53,245

and the only way

to get rid of it

1733

01:28:53,245 –> 01:28:57,373

is to stand your ground

and face it.

1734

01:28:59,334 –> 01:29:01,586

But wearing that uniform

must remind you

1735

01:29:01,586 –> 01:29:03,213

of what you have lost.

1736

01:29:03,213 –> 01:29:05,966

Sometimes…

1737

01:29:05,966 –> 01:29:09,094

but it also reminds me

of what I’ve gained

1738

01:29:09,094 –> 01:29:10,637

and who I am.

1739

01:29:10,637 –> 01:29:13,182

Oh, I can throw away

the uniform,

1740

01:29:13,182 –> 01:29:16,601

resign my commission,

run all the way

1741

01:29:16,601 –> 01:29:19,562

to the Nyberrite

Alliance…

1742

01:29:19,562 –> 01:29:22,316

but it really wouldn’t matter.

1743

01:29:22,316 –> 01:29:26,736

A Starfleet Officer…

1744

01:29:26,736 –> 01:29:28,404

that’s what I am,

1745

01:29:28,404 –> 01:29:30,824

and that’s what I’ll always be.

1746

01:29:33,785 –> 01:29:35,745

And you think that is true

of me as well.

1747

01:29:35,745 –> 01:29:40,083

What’s important, Mr. Worf,

is what you think.

1748

01:29:42,669 –> 01:29:46,215

I think Starfleet has been

my home for many years.

1749

01:29:47,841 –> 01:29:50,426

Perhaps it still is.